Just a quick clothes test.
Default poses, bare minimum.
Being a bit low energy lately.
The dreams I carry haven't been carrying me as well...
But that's OK, it will be better again. Just needs to be a bit warmer again, bit more sun, nature...
Weird.
Last year, around the same period, I'd been on the uphill, did and dared things that were crazy. Contacting you after all that time... yeah... this was good, right ?
But now, same period, it's more of the downhill side of things...
Actually... I'm simply haunted...
Haunted by a vision, the twilight of this story I've grown those last 25 years. I'm impatient, excited to get there, see it happen, but I also dread it, knowing very well that there's no coming back from it.
I have a few final images in me, that I've been carrying, protecting for a while now, and I'd give everything to see them... and at the same time, not to.
Besides, I'm worried I'd never been talented enough to make them justice. I'd ruin them.
And my life has been reduced to this now... just being able to see those last few images... Or at least acquire the right tools or skills to get a glimpse of 'em... This, this is all that's left, that's all I still desire... Nothing else matters anymore.
Pretty obsessed by this lately... Kinda steals the fire from everything else...
Dunno.
Guess I just miss you, fox.
We'll we meet one last time at the end of that road ?
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